The year was 2012 around late summer time… I was as the doctors call it very unwell and delusional.
And from their perspective that was justifiable.
I was hearing a lot of voices at the time, slipping in and out of trances, blacking out and coming to awareness in different rooms of my apartment, sometimes in front of the computer which had peculiar websites on it about long-distance mind control and at times I found myself in front of pieces of paper with peculiar symbols I must have drawn whilst not aware of it.
I would try and fight the trances, it was pretty terrifying! I would hear voices pleading for me to come back to them! My whole body would be vibrating, shaking, convulsing and I would see golden balls of light rushing towards me from every conceivable direction until I was overwhelmed with golden light and then would black out.
I remember this happening in the bath once and I desperately tried to resist it in fear of drowning in the bath with the expected loss of awareness, and also being naked made me feel more vulnerable or concerned about where I may end up once I woke up… fears of leaving the apartment naked whilst unconscious was a concern.
Fortunately, on this occasion, I resisted the trance and was left in pain and disorientation aware of my surroundings but disabled from moving for some time.
At this period of time, I was getting a lot and I mean a lot of déjà vu, synchronicities, and visions. The voices were a constant presence along with visions of seeing colours, fractal patterns, orbs of light around my apartment, and also others when I was outside. Sometimes this was beautiful, but also overwhelming.
I could literally feel people, and by this I mean I knew when someone was walking past my apartment when walking my dog in the fields I could feel people a couple of fields away even though I could not see them through the trees and hedgerows until they walked past a gap in the foliage confirm my feeling, sensations. This was difficult to cope with especially when trying to get to sleep or generally find some peace of mind whilst at home, feeling strange sensations when people and traffic are going by your apartment.
But like I said it was also beautiful at times, I could see speckles of light in the shadows of trees outside and could also see and feel the vibration, and energy of trees one particular oak tree was seemingly so powerful! I had to walk over to it and place my hands on it.
one morning I awoke paralysed and three tall mist-like grey humanoid entities were stood around my bed looming over me, they seemed angry and as if they were looking for something… something in me. One of them was seemingly scanning my mind. It was like I was pinned down by a force whilst this mist-like grey being was going through my mind at great speed, hundreds of images were lashing through my mind almost like a holographic filing cabinet or library was being ransacked in a desperate search for something. When these experiences would happen I would focus on my chest and imagine a white light to dispel the entities’ however this was a struggle on this occasion and they seemed to leave on their own accord dissatisfied with whatever they found or didn’t find. I note that these beings had no discernible facial features it’s like they were cloaked in grey, vortexing mist/ smoke. Once able to move I led there disorientated and called out to my dog who was asleep in the living room at the time.
Amongst the visions I was seeing at that period of time I kept seeing whether it be in my mind or in the material world, was a single open eye, a crown, a red sphere, a rose, and a bee.
I would see them on the side of vehicles, in films, on media, and on company signs and always accompanied by the voices telling me to take note. As I would converse with the voices in the relative safety of my apartment, I would have to use Google or a dictionary to grasp some of the words they were using. The voices seem like they were distant, vibrating, and almost like they were in a windy tunnel is the only way I can explain it. When talking to the particular voice that was strong in its presence I always felt it was a spokesperson for a collective, I felt other energies, entities with it, who were remaining silent but in it’s… my presence.
It didn’t seem malevolent in its feeling or what it was saying, but it did not seem loving or compassionate either. It used words along with images, mainly images and feelings, light and colour. It was like again being in a holographic movie of sorts that was fluid and shifting depending on my questions … my questions being answered before I could even verbalise them as if the entity was reading my mind before I even fully contemplated or formulated in my mind what I wanted to ask.
So here I go… I am going to try and write and explain what I was told by these ‘beings’ and visions… to the best of my ability.
What are humans?
We are beings, complex and powerful entities that are born with a direct connection to source energy.. if you will the source of creation… God.
This source energy is found in all things, from rocks to the stars. From Dolphins to humans… everything has a vibration if you will a form of consciousness.
Humans however have a super-powerful form of consciousness and connection to this source energy.
I saw images of energy entering our bodies from the earth itself and from above our heads, from our surroundings and from the sky above. I will do my best to depict this.
It is like we are a vessel or pipe, and that the energy of the universe/ god is pouring through us and going into the Earth and vice versa.
That our thoughts and actions imbued with this energy then have an impact on both the energetic and material realm.
The best way to receive this energy is to clear our minds and be then be in harmony with it, guided by it.
But this is difficult due to a myriad of reasons… our interactions with others and our environment, trauma, and fear. Fear can shrink our energy field and disconnect us from source to a degree. BY degree I mean we still have the source pour into us but it dissipates into the environment or worse still is siphoned off and absorbed by other beings or entities.
The Matrixes
I was shown that if we give our attention to something, we are giving source energy to that thing, empowering the thing, whatever it may be both in the material and energetic realm.
I will try and explain this as best I can….
Let’s say I have a red pyramid object…. A physical stone red pyramid.
And I say to myself with conviction, that this red pyramid holds great power, and will protect me and grant me luck. Say I pray to it, concentrate on it and focus my mind and will on it, imbuing it with energy ( that is coming from source) some of that source energy will reside in that pyramid in the physical realm…. But more importantly although very weak in the energetic realm, there will be a vibration, a mini dimension, a mini matrix of energy in the infinite fields of energy that make up the great dimensions and universes… a dimension within the great dimension of source energy or God.
Now let’s say I get some friends to also pray and focus on my red pyramid, all feeding their source energy into this object… Now the stone pyramid will be imbued with more power in the material realm… but again more importantly will be more powerful in the energetic matrix in the energetic/ spiritual realm.
the more people that begin to focus and concentrate, think and even worship upon this red pyramid although in the physical realm, it will not change appearance, size etc…. in the energetic realm it will begin to grow more vibrant and stronger… To the degree, those who are attuned to it and even others who may not be but who are sensitive to energies may witness it in dreams, and visions… reinforcing their perception that it is a powerful object. And whenever they see a depiction of a red pyramid or triangle in the physical realm they will associate it with the red pyramid they worship.
The intention and energy each person imbues on the red pyramid will have an effect on how it manifests in the energetic realm. In short, everything is conscious, and the source energy is pure energy and consciousness, but now we have focused and directed our energy towards the red triangle, on the energetic realm it is very much alive as an entity, dimension, and frequency, and thus can be tapped into and tap into the minds and consciousness/ energy field of those who attune to it and even those who don’t depend on its power!
And the red pyramid will be its trigger, its symbol in the physical world to be tapped into or tap into conscious beings.
And depending on how the dimension of the red pyramid has been fed energy or shall we say programmed, will depend on how it functions in the energetic realm, but as it is derived from consciousness and source energy that has been projected and filtered through the will and minds of the people who prayed and worshipped it, it will also have a reality and agenda. Its main agenda will be to remain in existence on/ in the energetic realm.
It will always be losing energy, as all things go back to the source/ God. Its energy will always deteriorate, as the energy gradually dissolves back to the source. But will also depending on the level of directed source energy imbued/ fed to it, remain as a separate dimension/ matrix… so it will need a constant supply of energy… From people… To sustain and even grow its dimension.
So depending on its power it can interfere with, and stimulate the consciousness of people to feed it more.
By these I mean create a feedback loop….
So for example… for me personally I may want my auditory hallucinations to stop.. so I Pray to the red triangle to help stop them…. The obvious expected result may be to have them stop.
But the energy-hungry red triangle dimension may only alleviate them, or seemingly so for a brief moment if certain criteria are met, certain rules are met… for example, I have to wear a red triangle t-shirt and pray 3 times a day to it with concentrated effort for a 10 minutes a time whilst facing east!
These rules could come to me via a series of visions or from a priest or prophet of the Red Triangle who is seriously invested in the Red Triangle religion. The emphasis of the red triangle dimension will be to sustain and grow its existence… and may intelligently manipulate me to give more energy to it, thus creating a feedback loop.
I give energy from the source to the red triangle dimension, it uses a portion of that energy to energetically alleviate my symptoms…. Temporarily… I then feel the relief, feel/ believe the red triangle is powerful… but as my symptoms come back… i.e if I haven’t kept up with my side of the bargain by giving energy 3 times a day, or even if an event or trauma has triggered them I run back to my prayer mode and once again ask the red triangle to alleviate me.
Although it will be in its interest to do so, may make me work for it, by that I mean give.. or get it more energy!
It may confuse and manipulate me in such a way that I pray to it, give energy to it Constantly, and even become a manic street preacher of sorts trying to get new people to follow the now cult, religion, vampiric dimension!
The more energy and followers the Red Triangle cult gets… the more powerful it becomes and the more diverse it becomes…..
So let us take this a step further…..
The Red triangle dimension through manipulating different people, people who have an ability to manipulate others, and a strong connection to both source energy and the red triangle dimension itself gets some people to create breakaway cults.
The cult of the blue and green triangle…. They have elements of belief structure etc of the red triangle cult but differ in ways to adhere to different groups of people.
The red triangle dimension would do this so to reach a larger audience and also cause conflict among humans… the reasons for causing conflict are simple… the people who will fight over their different coloured triangles are giving even more source energy to the dimensions, through their conviction that theirs is the right one if there is a physical enemy to face a physical threat they may also pray more to their corresponding triangle. But although the different dimensions are now generating and existing in the energetic realm and also run the risk of breaking away from one another on the dimensional level… They are indeed feeding each other… a multi-dimensional pyramid scheme.
So the more conscious energy we as human beings direct towards an object, belief system, organisation, symbol… there is a corresponding energetic frequency.. Dimension that is aligned and exists for that.. and if the people who create such symbols, religions, and organisations know what they are doing in terms of directing the energy and working in partnership with these dimensions, then humans can find themselves in a multitude of energetic and mental traps.
**And for the sake of clarity I used the symbol of a red triangle/ pyramid, just to emphasise the point I was trying to make. Replace the red pyramid with any symbol, god, or person who is idolised or worshipped today. even money itself and labels and brands of clothing and items such as cars or flags of nations!**
So what does this mean… or what did I perceive it to mean!?
The vision I was having was showing that there is an organisation, entities, beings manipulating mankind… And have been for a long time.
They have a full understanding of these energy dynamics I have just discussed above.
They themselves are trapped or exist in a dimension that is like that of the red triangle, they are trying to survive. But at a cost to humanity.
They have been steering and manipulating humanity for a long time, getting us to worship various coloured triangles of the pyramid scheme if you will, to constantly feed their dimension. If you have grasped what I have tried to explain here… Take a step back and look at the world… a world of symbols and systems that not only demand our attention but many demand our very lives and feed us that we need them through fear, desires and tribalism.
We are being detached from our core nature, we all have experienced our core nature in moments of clarity, peace, and innocence.
But there is a vested interest in symbol-wielding systems for us not to have this clarity.
I was told that these beings are trying to set up a world where humans are giving the beings a constant supply of their source energy. So these beings can continue to exist …. Against the flow… the way of the universe/god.
Humanity is being harvested, energetically… But these entities literally have only as much power as we give them. Unfortunately their web, net, and world system of illusion and manipulation, fear, and desires is widespread. It is getting harder and harder to escape it, but we can…..
Throughout history source energy has sent itself, in concentrated form in the form of people, fellow humans.. to spread the message of compassion, and love but also discernment and action.. or inaction…
By inaction I don’t mean do nothing.. but I mean an action that is aligned with internal, peace, love, and clarity, and is aligned with the true force of creation and not one of the myriad ( pyramid) dimensions.
We are each an expression of the universe, of god. We are all special and have our unique connection to the source/ god.
Entities, people, organizations, and systems are heavily invested in stopping us from knowing and realizing this!
There are plenty of Gurus and authors etc out there who will tell you the same….. I’m no guru and don’t see myself as anything but another person trying to survive in this world.
I don’t have definitive answers but will write more about what has helped me amongst all this in another article, some of which can be found here.