There were numerous nights when I would wake up from a nightmare or what seemed an out-of-body experience, and on some occasions, I would see the red electricity when I had woken up, it seemed as if the tiger and the electricity were fighting, with the tiger swatting at it whilst the electricity was trying to wrap around it. It was so disorientating but I would focus on the tiger and watch this electricity recoil and retreat up to the ceiling and disappear.
At other times I would wake up and the tiger would be sat at the side or end of the bed. Focusing on the tiger would help clear the noise and voices and feelings etc, then I would go back to sleep.
I would sometimes watch the tiger when awake move around my environment, it felt like I was in a small part re-calibrating my mind and imagination by doing so.
I can’t honestly recall how it come about, but I remember one night waking up and there was a dragon’s head above me just perched there as if on guard, its wings around me and the bed like a hologram. I looked down to the end of my bed and the tiger was staring at me reassuring me everything was ok.
I was not big into dragons as a kid or elves or any of that stuff, so was shocked and perplexed as to why I was seeing a huge dragon. I was not huge into tigers either, but I had some form of logic surrounding why I was seeing that. Seeing it form in the room that night, and getting more vivid over time.
But this dragon seemed like a sentinel, it seemed powerful but calming. The tiger was not fighting it or alarmed by it, so I just accepted it.
When I would visualise the tiger walking around my surroundings in my waking hours, if having what the doctors would call an anxiety attack and psychosis, I would then visualise the dragon in the sky when I needed something to stop me from getting caught up by the visions, voices and feelings.
I was still in denial I was just ill, but it was clear that I was in great unrest and dis – ease.
In essence, I was using a controlled vision, to combat uncontrollable visions and voices etc. And this became my new mode of existing… until the synchronicities started.
Synchronicity is where you get a coincidence that cannot just be a coincidence. It can seem like it has a divine presence or meaning behind it, where you can’t just rule it out as being a mere coincidence. And these began to happen often….
The first major one was when I had a lucid dream, it was very chaotic and to be honest I don’t fully remember the sequence of the dream but remember its contents.
In the dream was a church with demons flying above it, A building that had a tornado on top of it, and the tornado was flinging roof tiles off the top of the building, which I was having to dodge and duck from. To the right of the building with the tornado on it was a car park with people running through it as if away from some fearful situation. At the front of the gate to the car park was an old pink Ford Escort parked at an angle.
As I ran away from the car park so to avoid the people who were running in my direction I came to a clearing in the street where there were demons flying in a spiral above, in a stormy sky.
The demons would descend as they got lower they would morph into cars and then park up in a car park, next to a brownstone building. I woke up from the dream alarmed and saw the dragon and tiger in their usual positions.
Well, one day in the waking world I was in a nearby town, that I was not too familiar with and wondered into a part I had not been to before. I then saw the building that in my dream had roof tiles being thrown off of it by the tornado.
I started to have an anxiety attack and then as I turned away I noticed a church with a sign that had a triangle symbol on it the board at the front of the church, that looked like the UFO.
I ran up the street as things were getting disorientating and it felt like I was dreaming and things were getting chaotic and moving fast around me.
As I stopped to get my breath I turned to my right and there was the car park like in my dream, but with a pale blue Ford escort parked at an angle! I then began to freak out even more expecting a crowd of people to run my way like in the dream, so I just jogged up the street to get away, until I came to a busy area where the clearing that I saw in my dream, and car park which had the demons above it, next to the brown building.
Now this was all so much that I just stood there frozen. And then thought this is just unreal. I felt compelled to go to the brown stone building, I thought there would be someone waiting there for me to explain to me what all this meant. But as I got there, there was no one, the door was locked and it was called the Angel Leisure bingo hall.
This was back in the days before the internet, there was no Amazon. So I got my books from a magazine that came each month called World Books.
Then by chance the magazine that came the Monday after my experience with the Angel leisure bingo hall, had on the front cover a book called ‘Ask Your Angels ‘And was a guide to communicating with them.
This was the first of my synchronicities …
