Most visions I have had were relatively short experiences but so insightful and hard to explain.
Trying to understand what was going on in my life and around the world I was getting stressed and confused more than ever.
Life has a habit of throwing us experiences that challenge and stress us and being aware of the state of the world can add to that stress and sense of hopelessness.
Quite a few years later after reading books on UFOs, history, spirituality, conspiracies etc I just was at a very low point and sick and tired of everything…..
I just wanted answers to what was going on, I most certainly did not think I was just mentally ill as my diagnosis of paranoid schizophrenia suggested. I lived in a small town, and was one of a few people in the whole town who was of mixed race (there were very few black people in my hometown, I only mention this as this came with its own challenges and pressures) in an era before the internet and very few people to express my experiences with, and who understood what I was going through. Sure I had people who turned their back on me, and I really do not blame them at all, and hold no hard feelings towards them. But I also had good people around me, many who thought I was a bit eccentric and dare I say even crazy, but were decent nonetheless if only to my face.
But there were a few who were truly supportive of me, even if they could not understand, and to those people I am eternally grateful.
But being of mixed race I thought may have been why the UFO came to me of all people, just monitoring how I was getting on in society like a scientist would an animal in the wild. This strange idea mainly came to me because of one of the first famous UFO experiences of a mixed-race couple called Betty and Barney Hill. A UFO abduction and claimed examination by aliens of this couple in America in 1961.
You can read about Betty and Barney Hill by clicking here.
I had many voices and visions tell me why it happened, but they were so …. Mental!
One repetitive vision was saying that I was clipped! That I was special in some way (which we all are may I note) And I would see images of me standing up with what I now understand as a torus of light around me.
A Torus is an energy field believed to be round life forms and especially humans, I still don’t understand fully about them today, but it is what I saw in my vision
click here to be taken to see what they are.
Back then I didn’t have a clue what I was seeing, But this torus would spin and have like waves of energy pulse through it and grow, and I would interact with other toruses of colour and light around other people as it spread, making their torus do the same. And would see this go on and on, zooming further out and out until I saw others like me doing the same, their toruses glowing and spreading out and doing the same to other people’s toruses until there was like a chain reaction and it seemed like everyone and these toruses were glowing and expanding until the Planet Earth was glowing and beams of light were all shooting up from it all over and the planet.
But then it would all zoom back and it was me stood there again But now with the triangle above me, and some swirling cloud of energy, dark in its colours would swirl from this triangle and seem to penetrate my torus energy field and the left side of my face forcing me to fall to my knees in pain holding my head. Then my torus would fluctuate erratically larger and smaller and a hue of a mixture of dark colours rather than glowing light.
I was told by a voice that I was a threat to them, that I was too powerful and that I was clipped, and damaged so I was anchored to this reality, frequency and could not threaten them.
Having no clue what they the voice meant and sitting in my bedroom bewildered and thinking how mad this all was, I asked why they didn’t just kill me?
And the voice said they didn’t want to set me free.
And then I saw within the vision what I can only describe as a very fat-bodied butterfly with huge glowing threads of light coming out of it making it look like it was wings, I was glowing golden white and was now free of my body, the triangle then flew off as my body lay on the floor!
I asked the voice what do I do, what do I do to fix things then, my mind was racing and pretty delirious as I watched this holographic vision take place around me.
And things just got more chaotic so I asked it all to stop, I felt so confused and broken, and as much as the vision was crazy, so was my whole experience, and I had acute reoccurring pains in my head and left side in my body, like electric shocks since the ufo, So did not dismiss what I was seeing totally!