I was a hard-core atheist before my UFO experience. Didn’t believe in god, spirits, and angels. I believed in science and that science would answer most questions one day.
I believed that religion was for emotionally and mentally weak people.
After my experience however … well I was now hearing and seeing things… and here is one of the first things I heard that made any coherent sense….
I hope I managed to convey what I heard and saw!
So we have this perception in many people’s minds that God is not real…
We also have this perception in many people’s minds that science will answer all questions…
And I had this perception in my mind that maths was hard as fuck!
In many people’s minds, the faith in God and the faith in Science are at loggerheads with one another. They are diametrically opposed, they can’t co-exist as much as various faiths can’t coexist!
GOD is a word, and GOD has had many, many forms and names throughout human history.
But GOD as the word we understand is an English Word!
But from my understanding then as an 18-year-old, and still to this day is that Religion, Science, Maths and the English language evolved throughout our history at different points.
Back in caveman days the Gods are speculated to be depicted as the power behind thunder, from up to thousands of years ago when Middle Eastern tribesmen thought he was the father of creation and made the world in seven days, with a set of rules to follow! The belief of GOD has a varied and faceted history throughout the history of man, and has been a driving force behind much persecution, hatred and war, as well as solace and comfort!
But it is fair and logical to say that Religion, Maths, Science and The English Language all evolved over separate points of our history!
This timeline is by no means accurate, but it to give you an idea to what I am saying.
But here we go… I kept hearing and seeing this being repeated in my mind and mind’s eye, whilst having massive disorientation and the room around me seemingly distorting!
God is an English word but before words Symbols were used to convey things, a depiction as god as a symbol can be the circle, it has no beginning it has not end, it is infinite! The light! (sun)
GOD is supposed to be a good thing…….
To be good is a positive thing…..
The positive symbol in science is the + symbol….
the + symbol is also used in maths as to indicate addition…
If you take a circle…
And add it to the word God, between the letters ‘OD’…..
You get GOOD…….
so you need…
The SYMBOLS of GOD…
The SYMBOLS of SCIENCE..
The SYMBOLS of MATHS..
The SYMBOLS of ENGLISH (letters/ words)…
In order to get the meaning of GOD!
And it doesn’t end there!
DEVIL is an English word but before words Symbols were used to convey things, a depiction as god as a symbol can be the circle, it has no beginning it has not end, it is infinite! The light! (sun) But half of the force or countering it was the darkness, the dark side.
So god is now split in two halves, light and dark….
DEVIL is supposed to be a bad thing…….
To be bad is a negative thing…..
The negative symbol in science is the – symbol….
the – symbol is also used in maths as to indicate minus, take away…
If you take the light half of our circle…
And it away from the start of world DEVIL…
you are left with EVIL…….
so you need…
The SYMBOLS of GOD…
The SYMBOLS of SCIENCE..
The SYMBOLS of MATHS..
The SYMBOLS of ENGLISH (letters/ words)…
In order to get the meaning of DEVIL!
So we got this whole situation here and spinning around the Symbols and letters OD.
And here is what OD means in the dictionary…..
“od1
NOUN
mass noun
historical A hypothetical power once thought to pervade nature and account for various phenomena, such as magnetism.”
I have to make a note that this all came to me in a chaotic vision, in a moment, a flash, I heard a voice speaking to me and saw symbols flash through my head as the room span!
I cannot say it was me working anything out, the knowledge above just came into my head in about a 30-second mental sensory storm!
After the vision I was left with the perception there was something huge, guiding or steering our history, Being a hard-core atheist beforehand, having what the Dr called psychosis ( that is how they explained my visions and experiences) and wondering what ufos had to do with God, I started thinking… and asking questions like…
“what if aliens have visited us in the past and were mistaken as angels and demons?”
“Is God really a force that does govern all things but is not as described by the bible”
“what and who is talking to me, and why me?”
Confusion reigned in my mind, but it got even more so as I started to get answers! Crazy coincidences I would get, bringing knowledge my way. And my journey started along what is termed synchronicity.
A chain of freak coincidences and déjà vu that has significance and meaning, or brought more knowledge my way to questions I asked, creating more questions, but also putting pieces of a complex puzzle together!